[ If that’s what you want to do, then I’ll support your choice. ]
thank you bb ;v;
i’m still thinking about it. i’ve just been tired and stressed from school lately and its affecting my writing and muses
i might end up with an idea for what to do on here though, eventually. maybe
this is gonna seem really dumb but i’m probably going to delete seb - not because i’m upset or anything, it’s just…my muse for him is worn out and i don’t see what else i can do with him now?
it’s kinda pointless to force myself to write for a character that i have no energy for anymore (maybe it’s because of school but i dunno).
i still have sniperintraining up though, and other two rp blogs - mrstupot and c4pt0rm17un4.
but there’s no guarantee i’ll delete, but the probability is really high right now.
i’d feel super bad about it cause ive made a lot of friends with this account
and it has a lot of memories on it but
how the fuck do i use your askbox?
it works screech
this is all i’m getting.
ooc; I DON’T KNOW AH.
Is this happening to anyone else?
IS THIS WHY I NEVER GET MESSAGES.
Christ, uh, how do I word this.
Try not to get too angry.
I’m going to kill myself. There, we have that over with. No need to build up suspense, just need to get straight to the point.
But that’s not it. First and foremost, I want to thank you - I want to thank you for putting up with me if only for a short while, you honestly brought me happiness I previously thought unattainable and I really hope it was the same on your end, even if I was never around. That’s one thing I wish I could change. Maybe if I just…
… nevermind. You understand. But I hope that you’re happy now, and I hope you don’t forget me. Though if you do, it’s okay. Or maybe you’ll just remember me as that dirty sniper with an alcohol problem, haha.
No but really. I’m starting to ramble. Try not to be too upset for too long. What’s that one quote? ‘Remember me with joy and laughter, for that is how I will remember you all. If you can only remember me with tears, then don’t remember me at all.’
I love you so much, I really do. Thank you for coming into my life. I don’t regret meeting you one bit.
[the paper is slightly crumbled, the handwriting growing somewhat messy near the end like Sebastian’s hand was shaking and there’s a few marks that look suspiciously like tear stains]